I never thought I’d share this moment, it was devastating, I was so not ready for another baby, truthfully he’s the one who wanted a baby. Now of course she’s my absolute world. But when he told me “don’t do this to me” and I had to tell him to come back… I should’ve left that moment and never looked back. I remember the moment standing there thinking I was going to make him so happy and he just left me there. My laugh was embarrassment, I was embarrassed that I was even happy. I was shaking. An